Few days back,
samantha had organized a grand celebration on eve of the first birthday of Hash, and shared on
instagram that prior to Hash she had a pet dog named Bugaboo who passed away succumbing to Parvo virus and on how she had cried when he passed away and how much the birthday was important.
Samantha posted "The 1st video and 2nd photo isn’t Hash .. he was Bugaboo.. I did a 30 day course on how to raise a dog and thought I was fully prepared ..just like I had complete control over my life I thought it would be the same with raising this puppy .. but I was far from correct .. Bugaboo came with the Parvo virus and died within four days of him coming
home . I remember crying so hard I rolled from the dining to the entrance of our apartment, blaming myself and promising I wouldn’t get another dog ....... A month or so later Chay started bringing
up the topic of another dog because as always Chay knows best ... and on one occasion when I was in a particularly good mood I gave in ... he found Hash for me
️ ... I
read that Parvo is a hardy virus and can live in your
house months after.. I cleaned and cleaned like a crazy person annoying every vet , dog trainer , friends with
dogs who I knew .. asking them If I had done enough to get this out of the
house .. when Hash finally came the first few weeks were the most difficult ..I had nightmares .. I kept crying .. always expecting the worst .. now you can see why his 1st birthday means so much to me .. what I mean to say is... You can never be completely in control and you shouldn’t try to be .. don’t be so hard on yourself when something bad happens .. and most importantly Try again .. Happy first birthday Hash and congratulations to me for allowing myself to be happy".